Day 9

Dad woke me up this morning at 3:45AM. I told him to go without me. Mom decided to take him. I just couldn't wake up. I was so tired from the day before. I had a meeting with the bishop and didn't get home till after 10:30PM then I had to get ready for bed. I didn't go to sleep till after 11PM. I just couldn't will myself to go to the gym at 4AM.
I ended up going after work. I had my friend Erica meet me there at 9AM again. It was nice. I did 30 minutes of cardio. 15 on the treadmill, 8 on the bike and 7 on the fit stride. I sweat so bad. Its gross. Another 30 on weights. I worked my abs more than anything today. I did 25 on the ab curl normal then a set of 10 for each side, my torso is straight but my knees are pointed to the side and i swing my body to the top. It was quite the workout. My stomach has no muscle to it what so ever. I really want to tone it and look nice. I'm tired of people poking it just to watch it jiggle. Haha, not really. I think its kind of funny too. I did some leg presses today, it was hard keeping both legs in sinc. I was having some troubles with that. I did 12 reps. I did 10 reps on the butterflies. 50 reps on the inner thigh work out. 50 reps on the arm press. 10 reps on this pull down thing. 12 on a machine where you push up with your arms. That was quite the killer too. 10 pleyas (I can't spell) for each leg. I think thats all I did. I pushed myself on the treadmill. It didn't knock any time off, but I jogged 1 lap, walked half of one, then jogged another lap, walked half of one, and jogged the last one. It was nice. I am happy with my work outs. I was quite exhausted today.
I watched Calebs kids for him today. Well mom did most of the watching. I had to go to work for part of the time they were here. It was nice to play and visit with them. I have missed them, but that is the reason I don't watch them anymore. I was getting attached to them. I don't need that stress in my life. I am happier now that we don't see each other/hang out. I'm sure he is too. Life goes on.
I had my protein shake AFTER my workout. I had steamed broccoli and carrots for lunch. It was 2 plates full. I shared with the kids. Mom and dad made dinner tonight. Steak and eggs. It was pretty good, I'm not a big red meat eater. I like my chicken. Oh yeahhh. I ended up having chicken and rice lastnight instead of just plain chicken. I didn't see anything wrong with it. I didn't have any sweets today. Quite the accomplishment.
I am so excited for tomorrow! My wonderful Aunt is taking me to get a pedicure tomorrow. I've been at her house for 5 days straight. I feel bad. I know she loves me, but am I consuming too much of her time? I believe she will tell me if I am. Its just nice to go there and visit. We talk about everything and anything. I love her family dearly. Oh, so yeah. We are getting pedicures done and I am excited. I never thought about getting manicures or pedicures just because I never saw myself deserving it. I don't have a lot of money and I'm not girly, but I realize now every girl should have a girl day. Its nice to just sit back and relax and get pampered. It feels good to just have someone pamper you from time to time and I am thankful my Aunt is doing this for me. With all the stress from work and my home life, I needed this. Its nice to just forget about your troubles and worries, even if its just for 45 minutes or so. :)
I talked to Resa today. She is so silly. I miss her and her family. She told me she'd read my blog more if I mention her more in them. So this last bit is especially for her. I have a sister named Resa. She is so wonderful to me. I hope that one day I can be just LIKE her. :P Haha, not really! Well she is pretty awesome, but I like being me!