Day 11

First off these are some pictures of my amazing pedicure from yesterday. They are terrible quality. Oh well. 

I went to the gym today. Uggh, It was miserable. For some reason I just wasn't feeling it. I didn't put any effort in. I am disappointed in myself now. I did 15 on the bike and 15 on the fit stride. I then preceded to do weights. I honestly don't remember how much I did of everything. Thats how crappy my effort was today. I think I did 50 on inner thighs. 50 on the tricep press. 10 pull downs. 25 normal ab curls. 10 ab curls for each side. I think thats all I ended up doing. Oh and I went on a 10 minute walk behind discovery park.

I had my protein shake after the workout. 3 hard boiled eggs for breakfast. 1 cup of chicken and rice for lunch. 1 bowl of cantaloup for dinner. Then, of course, when I got home I had 5 chocolate covered strawberries and a bite of cake. Oh and a swig of milk. 

I didn't go in till 9AM today. I worked 9AM - 7:30PM. So I napped for a little bit when I got home after the gym. I was woken up during my nap by mom and sister. Jojo wanted my opinion on the alterations on the wedding dress. I gave my two cents then tried to go back to bed. It was useless, so I just got up. 

I worked all day. Work went okay. I got 2 phone calls while at work. Both come with a challenging decision. The first was a call from the low income apartments I applied for. All I heard was the message left for me. They called to see if I was still interested in getting an apartment there. The other was a phone call for a job interview in California. Sadly, they are scheduling interviews for wednesday. Definitely not enough time to take off from work and go. I will call back Monday and see if they can do an over the phone interview or a web came interview. I hope it doesn't lower my chances of getting the job. If they say it's not possible then I'm out of luck. I just wont get that job. As for the living situation and the possible apartment, its just stressful! I want to go to school but I can't if I live at those apartments. My parents said they think it best to take the apartment, just cause it will be easier on everyone. It was very frustrating. So my parents WANT me to take the apartment and put schooling aside. I just don't know what to do. Yes life would be easier in a place where its just me. I wouldn't have any kids to worry about, I wouldn't have to worry about all the food I buy being ate by others. I just can't handle all this right now. I love my family, I do. It's just hard living in a house with 7 kids and 5 adults (including me). Nothing is ever just yours, even if you buy it. I am tired of spending most my time in my bedroom or just never being able to relax on the couches I bought. Even with all that, I want to go back to school more than anything. Well thats all my venting. Im just stressed and I don't know what to do. 

Wayne offered me a taco, I think I'm going to go eat one or 2 maybe even 3. Who knows. It will most likely be one or 2. Haha. 

Any in put on these difficult decisions to make?